Well, I really don't know what to say..
I think after the first time you deserve an oportunity, but after the second time its just a lack of respect to your girl friend...
That makes me think, if you really love her and want to marry her, why would you cheat on her? Twice, maybe you don't really love her, maybe you just love having a girl that hangs out with you and likes you, and maybe its physical or its very convenient and you feel better with a women by yourside, but your not truely in love, cause if you where, you probably wouldn't be kissing other chicks, thougg..
Now you fu**ed it up, and i've had big crushes on women, and trust me, your not gonna like how this sounds, but maybe its time to move on.. I know your emotional and sh*t, and thats normal, but if you erase her from your facebook, your cellphone, and change your lifestyle you'll soon forget her...
Thats why i do when i break up with the few girl friends i've had, im in huge crushes and really into them, even talk about her being "the one", but then something happens, my friends luckily tell me to stop talking about her, to snap out of that mindstate, i erase them from facebook, erase them from my cell phone, and basically erase them from my life and slowly but surely i forget about them..
How old are you? 19-20? Don't you think your to young to know what you want for sure, and who you want to marry? I mean, i believe you you feel that way, but surely you need to be with more people before you can make up your mind who you want to be with for the rest of your life..
my 2 cents
to know Him is to want to know Him more"
"i don't know where the limit is, but I know where it is not"
Tocar y moverse y tratarla siempre muy muy bien..'